I turn to social media and my blog for support and ideas from my family and friends, to read, to write, to play games for distraction.
I read books as an escape and I read books looking for answers, and I google key words for more the same.
I listen to music to relax.
I get up and walk around for a change.
I take vitamins with hope and take medications out of desperation.
I make lists of things I want to do, but don’t do for lack of energy.
I avoid sleeping and then end up sleeping for 18 hours.
I know the right things to say, think and do, but none of it happens fast enough.
And this is just the beginning of this new journey.